The moments that torture the soul – bleak, gloomy, emotionally devastating. In those moments it feels like all the pressure of my reality collapses on me. Nothing is right and everything is wrong. All my past and present failures, hurt, guilt, are hunting me. A seemingly endless string of chaotic thoughts is racing through my brain. My mind leaps from one tumultuous event to another. The overwhelming sense of despair, self-doubt, emptiness, hopelessness engulfs me and for a fraction of time there seems no way out.
At the end, I find myself and remember the entities that define me. The reality starts to expand again.
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