I am who I am...The person that I want to be, the sensitive, caring, optimistic, believing in people...the good person...it is disappearing and I have more difficulty finding her. The real me, the insensate, distant, protected by a wall cynic...I have been her and I am more deeply becoming her, loosing hope and hold on the good me. I would blame the "world" for loosing this battle to become the good person that I should be...However, the cynic-me believes in everyone taking responsibility for who they are, what they believe and feel and how they behave. Trying to be better is painful. Being a cynic is easier, and helps to avoid pain. So, the truth is that I am who I am by my own choice...
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