We are all afraid of something...Illness, darkness, loneliness, hurt, betrayal, misery, death...The gloomy rain and piercing wind in the falling night penetrate my heart, engulfing it in cold darkness...Do I not deserve love and happiness? Are my mistakes so unforgivable that I would lose my happiness and will spend my life in sad misery and guilt? I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid to lose my happiness - then I might as well be dead, because my soul will die and my body will continue to exist as an empty shell carrying only a logical emotionless mind...until the mind and the body give up as well...Devastation without chance...
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