Collision of the alternate realities

We live our lives such as they are, we adapt them to our needs and desires, accommodate the unchangeable, adjust our expectations. And hopefully achieve balance, if not happiness. Accept the reality... Unpredictably, series of unanticipated events draw us into an alternate state of reality. Or unreality, more likely... just an illusion, a perception that exists only in our consciousness. A hurricane of emotions, sensations, thoughts, associations that persist in our mind. A relative state formulation. A collision of two realities, enough to create existential uncertainty, confusion about the true nature of our reality, feeling of surrealness...Do we exist? ? In which reality? Do any of the realities exist?

At the end, we have not found the happiness, and we have lost the balance, the control of the reality...